Wednesday, July 29, 2009

I am an Auntie again

I have a niece today!!!!!!!!! Happy Birthday Ashley!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Cool Quote

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails."

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Sunday, June 14, 2009

New chapter finally up

I finally got the next chapter up of Confusion. If you look down a few entries its there in the mix of pictures of Penguins and whatnot!!!!!!! LOL Please who ever reads this story let me know what you think!!!!!!!!!!! THANKS AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

All in the family!!!!!!!!
The first pic is of Michael Phelps and Mama Phelps.
The second pic is of Sidney Crosby and Daddy Crosby.



Saturday, June 13, 2009

Pittsburgh Pengins Win 2009 Stanley Cup

CONGRATULATIONS TO THE PITTSBURGH PENGUINS FOR WINNING THE 2009 STANLEY CUP!!!!!!!!!






Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Lazy Me

Man ever since I finished writing my story on here I feel that I have neglected this blog that I have and yet I have been doing stuff to my other blog where I do have a story in progress. I think that I might have to think of a new story line to write something else on here and not feel so bad about ignoring this blog. Oh and the blog that my other story is on is here at this link.

http://eeyorej2001.blogspot.com/


Anywho here are a few hockey pics to enjoy just because I feel bad for not paying any attention to this sucker.



Saturday, May 2, 2009

Friday, May 1, 2009

Secrets Epilogue





2 years later

Elizabeth and Michael were very happy with the amazing life. Their son, James was an amazing little boy he loved to run and play and do everything. He kept Elizabeth and Michael on their toes. James was now 3 years old and was a big brother to his newborn baby sister named Isabella Musette Phelps. She was the apple of her father's eye and her mother's little angel. Elizabeth had been extremely lucky in having an easy pregnancy with Isabella.

Michael finally retired and he started coaching at the pool where he started his career in swimming. Elizabeth was loving being a full time mother. They had both kids learning to swim for safely around the water.

Elizabeth and Michael lived happily ever after even in times like today when you never know what life will throw you but as long as you have the one you love by your side you can survive and be happy!

THE END :)

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

CAROLINA HURRICANES










The Carolina Hurricanes have moved onto the next round of the 2009 NHL Stanley Cup Playoffs!!!!!!!!!!

ERIC STAAL IS THE NUMBER ONE PLAYER IN MY BOOK FOR THE HURRICANES!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, April 27, 2009

Secrets 26



Warning Adult Themes

Michael and Elizabeth were now planning a wedding. They had decided to make it a small wedding with family and close friends. Elizabeth's parents had suggested that Elizabeth and Michael used their house in Switzerland because it had all sorts of space and it had every amenity you could possibly need for a huge party and it was totally private. Elizabeth and Michael decided that might be a good idea and so that was where they would get married. The wedding was going to be in the spring which was about two months away. Michael and Elizabeth had been slowly getting a few things in order so even though two months was not a long time everything would be in order by the time the wedding was to happen. The photographer, minister, and the wedding coordinator were all situated and all of the decorations, flowers and everything else was all finalized very easily. Everything seemed to be going just as planned and that was what Elizabeth and Michael wanted.

Michael and Elizabeth both could hardly wait to become husband and wife. It was an exciting time and it had been a long hard road for both of them to get here but they were on their way.

2 Months later

Today was Elizabeth's wedding day and she was actually very calm but Michael was a nervous wreak. He was pacing all around the room he was waiting in with Bob and a couple of his buddies. They were all trying to calm him down but nothing was working. Meanwhile Elizabeth, Ally, Debbie, Hilary and Elizabeth's mom, Melinda, were all just sitting around and talking about everything and anything. Michael's other sister, Whitney and her husband were watching James and their own children in the main room where the wedding was going to take place. Other friends and family were sitting around waiting for the wedding to begin.

Finally the minister and the groomsmen walked into the room with Michael. The mother's were seated and then it was time for the procession. First walked in Hilary and then Ally came in next and after they were all settled it was time for the bride to make her entrance. The wedding planner shut the door so that Elizabeth and her dad could get ready to walk down the aisle.

"Elizabeth you look beautiful and I am so happy that this day is finally happening. I love you and know that you will have an amazing life with Michael" said Elizabeth's dad, James smiling at her.
"I love you too dad and thanks for everything you have done. You are an amazing person and I am so glad that you are walking me down the aisle today" Elizabeth said as she smiled at her dad and gave him a quick kiss on the cheek. Then the wedding planner said it was time for them walk down the aisle. The door opened and the music began and Elizabeth and her dad walked to the front of the room where Michael and the minister were standing. When they got up to Michael, Elizabeth's dad smiled at Elizabeth and gave her a kiss on the cheek and then gave her hand to Michael. Michael smiled at Elizabeth's dad and then looked at Elizabeth and smiled even bigger as he took her hand in his hand.

"Michael do you take Elizabeth Catherine as your lawfully wedded wife?" asked the minister.
"I do" said Michael smiling brightly at Elizabeth.
"Elizabeth do you take Michael Fred as your lawfully wedded husband?" the minister said looking at Elizabeth.
"I do" said Elizabeth smiling back at Michael.
"Do you have the rings?" asked the priest looking at Michael.
"Yes sir" Michael said as he handed them to the minister.
Michael and Elizabeth exchanged rings and then the minister said, "By the power vested in me by God, I know pronounce you husband and wife and you may kiss your bride."
Michael pulled Elizabeth close to him and kissed her like there was no tomorrow. Then they pulled apart and everyone clapped. Elizabeth and Michael were both laughing and smiling. They walked down to where everyone was and were greeted by hugs from everybody. Elizabeth looked around for her baby and she found him being held by her mother. The reception was lots of fun with everyone dancing, eating and talking and just having an amazing time. Michael and Elizabeth cut their cake and pictures seemed to be taken at every minute.

Finally everyone started heading for where they were staying. Elizabeth and Michael's families and close friends were staying at the house. Elizabeth's parents gave Michael and Elizabeth the pool house for their honeymoon night and were watching baby James for them too and then the next day, Elizabeth and Michael were heading for Greece for a week and a half honeymoon trip. Everyone said goodnight and headed off to their rooms. When Michael and Elizabeth got to the pool house it was decorated and had all sorts of little surprises for the two of them. They were impressed at what her parents had done and it was a very romantic night for the two of them.

Michael smiled at Elizabeth as she was getting ready for bed. He pulled her close to him and then lead her to the bed. He looked at her and she smiled up at him.
He kissed her deeply and then gently layed her down on the bed. Michael helped Elizabeth out of the sexy lingerie that Ally had given her for this night. And Elizabeth helped Michael our of his boxers. Michael started kissing her neck and then he suckled on her breasts and she went crazy. Elizabeth moved her legs around Michael's waist and he slid into her. He started to thrust in and out of Elizabeth and she moved her hips in rhythm. Finally Elizabeth saw fireworks and her orgasm hit her powerfully as she cried out Michael's name. Michael felt her tighten around him and he thrust a few more times and then his orgasm hit and he swore under his breath and he collapsed on top of Elizabeth as she held him tightly. Michael moved off of Elizabeth and pulled her close to him.

"I love you Mrs. Elizabeth Phelps forever."
"I love you too forever Mr. Michael Phelps."

And then they fell asleep in each others arms that first night as husband and wife.

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Secrets 25





Elizabeth was paying off some bills when she saw Michael credit card bill and noticed something. Michael had lied to her about his trip. He had not gone to Philly but he was in Pittsburgh and Elizabeth was shocked. She had a bad feeling and wondered if Sidney and Michael had had a fight but then she figured it would have been on the news, online or even those wonderful magazines. Elizabeth was furious that he lied so she went to confront Michael about what had happened with Sidney.

"Hey Mikey can we talk?" asked Elizabeth.
"Yeah sweetheart, what's up?" asked Michael patting the seat next to him on the couch.
Elizabeth went and sat down and looked at Michael.
"I noticed something when I was paying off your credit card bill. It said that you stayed in Pittsburgh on your trip not Philadelphia. Can you explain that because you told me you were going to Philly?" Elizabeth said looking confused.
"OK I confess I did not go to Philly and I went to talk to Sidney. I needed to tell him that what he did to you was uncool and that if he ever did that to anyone else I would make his life rough. I am so sorry that I lied to you. Please forgive me. I love you Lizzy" Michael sighed as he pulled Elizabeth to him for a hug.
"I need to know that Sidney is still in one piece and that you did not hurt him."
"No I did not want to fight him because that is not anyway to get something accomplished and anyway why would you be worried that Sidney is ok after he tried to rape you Lizzy?"
"Yeah I know what he tried to rape me but he is a person for god sakes Michael and he made a mistake. We all make mistakes and I think you of all people should understand that. Also I emailed him after a session with my counselor and told him that he needs to get help and I wanted to see if he would take responsibility for what he did to me. And he emailed me back and said that he was talking to someone and said that he knew it was his fault for what happened that night" Elizabeth said.
"You emailed Sidney?" said a quite surprised Michael.
"Yeah my counselor suggested that I do it because it would help in my healing process and I think she was right because since Sidney took responsibility then its all on his shoulders and I don't have to feel guilty anymore for thinking I did something wrong" Elizabeth said as tears filled up her eyes.
"Oh Lizzy you shouldn't feel guilty about that night. You did nothing wrong except be a friend to someone you trusted" Michael said as he held Elizabeth tightly too him as she cried. Michael kissed the top of her head. Elizabeth finally calmed down just as they heard James babbling in the monitor.

"I will take care of him Lizzy you just sit and chill out here" Michael said as he gave Lizzy a quick kiss and then got up to take care of James.
A few minutes later Michael and James came out and went over to sit with Elizabeth.
They sat together and James charmed his way into his mother's arms. Elizabeth could not help and be happy when she saw her baby boy who was getting bigger by the minute. It was so surprising at all the changes James was making after all this time. He had been through so much just like she and Michael had but they seemed to make things work as a family which is what counts in the end.

That night as Elizabeth was lying in Michael's arms in bed, she thought about how life gave you so many adventures some good some bad but as long as you had people who loved you and you loved back then life was good. She snuggled closer to Michael and he held her tightly and they fell asleep in each others arms.

Friday, April 24, 2009

Secrets 24





Elizabeth kinda kept to herself after what had happened to her when she had gone to see Sidney. Michael gave her space but was there for her when she needed and wanted to talk. Elizabeth met with a counselor because she wanted to talk with someone who was not directly connected with her or her assault situation. Elizabeth felt that she was given great advice and was realizing that what had happened was not her fault but Sidney's issue.

Michael decided without Elizabeth knowing that he needed to go and have a chat with Sidney up in Pittsburgh. Michael told Elizabeth that he had a sponsor meeting up in Philadelphia and that he would be gone for a few days. Elizabeth told him to have a good trip and that she and James would miss him.

Michael was on the airplane and figuring out his plan of attack. He had gotten plenty of information on where Sidney would be the next few days thanks to a contact. Michael could not wait to 'surprise' Sidney and make sure Sidney never hurt another girl ever. Of course Michael knew that Sidney had teammates that would be on Sidney's side but Michael was not out to ruin Sidney just make sure he knew how you treat friends. Finally Michael got to Pittsburgh and headed to his hotel to go and make a visit to the famous Sidney Crosby.

Michael got to Mellon Arena and headed towards the inside of the arena. Michael found the ice area and saw the guys practicing. He headed over to where he saw someone who looked like they knew the guys.

"Hey I am.." Michael tried to say but the other person looked at him and was in shock.
"Oh my god your Michael Phelps! Oh my god" the young lady screamed. Michael was not ready for that reaction but he got it because of who he was which sometimes was annoying like now.
"Yeah I was really hoping that you could get Sidney Crosby for me. I really need to talk with him. Is that possible?" asked Michael.
"Oh yeah sure no problem. Hold on a second and I will get him for you, Michael" the young lady said enthusiastically as she ran over to some man and he went and got Sidney off the ice. Sidney skated over to where the young lady was and she pointed at Michael and Sidney looked over and shuddered. Sidney thank the girl and then walk slowly over to where Michael was and took a deep breath.

"Hey Michael, how are you doing?" asked Sidney looking kinda scared.
"I am fine. Is there someplace we can chat that is not quite so public?" asked a ticked off Michael.
"Yeah we can head over to the locker room" Sidney suggested thinking that there were trainers around and they would save him if Michael wanted to get violent. So Michael and Sidney headed to the locker room to talk. When they got in there Michael turned to look at Sidney.

"I think you know why I am here Sidney. I really wonder what you were thinking when you decided to try and rape my fiance. I hope that you know that is very uncool especially when she thought you guys were friends. And Elizabeth is a very good judge of character and actually in some ways idolized you because you are an amazing hockey player. If I ever hear that you try and hurt another woman I will personally make sure that you are publicly disgraced. Do you understand me? And please don't ever try to contact Elizabeth ever again. Now if she contacts you for some weird reason you had better be a gentleman and treat her with respect. You got me Sidney?" Michael lectured as he stared Sidney down.
"Yes I understand and I am truly and completely sorry for what I did to Elizabeth and she is amazing person and I really did not mean to do what I did. I value her friendship and hope at some point she and I can hopefully work something out someday. I am so sorry. I know that does not excuse my behavior but I am sorry and will never ever hurt anyone like that again. I disgraced my family, friends and team" Sidney said looking down at the ground.
"I really hope you feel bad for hurting Elizabeth. That was all I came here for so have a good rest of the day Sidney" Michael said as he left the locker room and headed back to his hotel. Sidney followed Michael out and watched him walk out of the arena. Sidney went back to practice and when his teammates asked what Michael Phelps wanted with him he said it was just some personal business and practice continued.

The next day Michael was back at home in Baltimore and Elizabeth was never the wiser as to why Michael had gone out of town.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Earth Day !! Go Green (my fave color) April 22, 2009

Secrets 23



Warning Mild Violence and some bad language


James was being his cute little self in his stroller while Elizabeth and Ally were out shopping for Elizabeth's wedding dress. The manager at the store was totally making sure Elizabeth's wishes were being met because when the manager found out who the groom was she told everyone to treat Elizabeth as a VIP. Of course Elizabeth did not like being treated better than anyone else because of who she was marrying.

"Hey Ally come here please" Elizabeth asked her best friend.
"Yeah want do you want Mrs. VIP" joked Ally with a sly grin on her face.
"Oh give that a rest, Ally. I am so not any more special than you or anyone here in this store" said a annoyed Elizabeth as she turned around to get Ally to help her with a zipper of the dress she had just tried on and decided against.
"Sorry Liz. I just could not resist. Here try this one I think it will look amazing on you" Ally said as she helped Elizabeth and then handed her the new dress.
"Thanks Ally. Hey is my little guy doing ok out there?" asked Elizabeth.
"Yeah James is charming all the ladies out there just like his dad. He is fine Liz. I am entertaining him with the toys you brought. Don't worry."
"Oh good grief my son is already charming the ladies" Elizabeth laughed as she took the new dress and went to try it on. Ally walked the few steps over to where James was and laughed as she saw James entertaining the clerks in the store.
As Elizabeth was trying on the dress she heard her cell phone beep. She had heard it ring a few times but she had not been able to get to it so she went over to look and see who had called her. As she looked at the phone she was surprised to see that Sidney had tired calling her a few times. Elizabeth decided to call him and see what he wanted. Elizabeth dialed Sidney's number and then after two rings he answered.

"Hey Elizabeth how are you?" asked Sidney.
"Hey Sid, I saw that you have called me a few times today and I am sorry that I did not answer my cell phone I have been busy trying on wedding dresses" said Elizabeth.
"That's cool. I was wondering if you would like to have dinner with me after the game on Thursday because I would love to see you" said Sidney.
"Uhm well gosh" stuttered Elizabeth.
"Come on we had fun when you came up here so its just dinner please."
"Fine I will have dinner with you Thursday" Elizabeth said starting to think what in the world am I getting myself into by having dinner with Sidney Crosby.
"Awesome you just made my day Elizabeth. Have a good rest of your day" said Sidney.
"You too Sidney."

Elizabeth was now trying to figure out how was she going to explain that she was going out to dinner with Sidney on Thursday to Michael. Elizabeth decided not to worry about that right now so she looked at herself in the mirror and was quite surprised at the dress that Ally had picked out because it was perfect.

"Hey Ally come take a look at me" smiled Elizabeth as she stepped out of the dressing room in the dress that would be the one she get married in to Michael.
"Holy Moly you look beautiful and perfect" exclaimed Ally.
"I think we have a winner here" joked Elizabeth as she twirled around.
"Hold on and let me take some pictures of you."
"OK Ally" Elizabeth said as she went over to see James and smiled at him.
"Pose for me Elizabeth" Ally laughed as she took several pictures of Elizabeth in the dress.

After they took care of getting the dress and a few other things the three of them headed to the car and went home. Elizabeth, Ally and James got back to the condo and luckily for them Michael was at practice. Elizabeth went and hid the dress in a closet that Michael knew was only for Elizabeth and wedding things he was not allowed to see. Then Elizabeth took James into the nursery and changed him and fed him and then put him down for nap. Ally had busied herself by hanging out in the office room. Elizabeth found her there and decided to tell her about her phone conversation with Sidney.

"Ally I gotta tell you something. Sidney called me several times today not that I really was paying any attention to my phone."
"Oh so did you find out what hottie Sidney wanted" asked Ally.
"Yeah I finally called him back to see what he wanted. And he convinced me to have dinner with him on Thursday and I am going to the game as his guest. Man how am I going to tell Michael that I am going out with Sidney? God what was I thinking?"
"You were thinking that it would be nice to have dinner with a good friend. And as for Michael well I don't know what to say other than he will be ok because I hope."
"Ally I kissed Sidney for god's sake and true Michael was cool with everything because he screwed up too but I have a weird feeling about Thursday. Hopefully I am not being overly worried."
"Hey Sidney's a good guy and don't worry after all its just dinner and seeing him play his game. God I want to so be you on Thursday. I am so jealous of you Elizabeth" Ally said as she smiled dreamily thinking of Sidney all sweaty after a game.
"OH I know that face on you Ally and stop picturing Sidney naked. Good Lord you need help or a man and not Sidney because I would feel bad of him" Elizabeth said as she smack Ally on the arm.
"Ouch that hurt and you so suck right now because Sidney would so love me and my craziness. Anywho I do have Cameron and we are happy."
"Yeah you and Cameron are friends with benefits and you treat him so badly sometimes Ally. I think that he wants more and you aren't sure. Do you love Cameron, Ally?" asked Elizabeth seriously.
"Man Elizabeth why are we getting so deep here now? Yeah I know I treat Cameron bad and I think its because I am scared of what could happen with him. So yeah I guess I do love him" confessed Ally.
"Tell him before its too late. I just want you to be happy too Ally. I love you" Elizabeth said as she hugged Ally.
"Thanks Liz, I love you too and I will talk to Cameron tonight. Now back to the real important stuff as in that gorgeous hottie hockey player friend of yours, Sidney Crosby."
"I guess I am just gonna tell Michael and he will have to deal with it."

Just then the door to the condo opened and Michael walked in looking gorgeous as always after having been swimming and working out.

"Hey Lizzy are you here" Michael called out.
Elizabeth ran into the living area and gave Michael and hug and kiss.
"Shhh James is sleeping" Elizabeth said smiling at Michael.
"Sorry" whispered Michael.
"Hey Michael what's happening?" Ally asked as she walked into the room.
"Hey Ally nothing much. What about you?" Michael asked as he put his arm around Elizabeth's shoulders.
"Not much Michael just hanging out here with your fiance."
"That's cool so what did you two do today?"
"Actually I found my wedding dress. And its perfect and you can't see it until the wedding" Elizabeth grinned at Michael.
"Yeah ok so I am guessing that closet it still off limits to me" joked Michael.
"Yeah sorry dude" Elizabeth said.
"OH well its all good" Michael said.
"Well guys I think I am outta here so I will talk to you later Elizabeth. Laters you two" Ally said as she left the condo.
"Hey Elizabeth sweetheart where would you like to go to dinner tonight? I was thinking Italian is that cool with you?" asked Michael.
"Yeah sure fine" Elizabeth said absentmindedly.
"Something is bothering you Lizzy so spill it now."
"While I was out shopping today Sidney called me but I did not get the call because I was kinda busy. Anywho so I called him back and he wants me to go to his game on Thursday and then have dinner with him. I hope you don't mind."
"Actually I do have a problem with that Lizzy because of what happened between you two in Pittsburgh. So I really don't want you to go but if you already told him yes them I am not going to stop you" Michael said extremely annoyed.
"I know you would not be happy about this but he is a good friend and nothing is going to happen like last time, I promise."
"I know Lizzy and I trust you" Michael said as he kissed Elizabeth's temple.

That evening Michael, Elizabeth and James went out for dinner as a family and when they got home they just chilled out. The next few days went by and Michael was training and Elizabeth was working on wedding plans and other things. Finally it was Thursday and Elizabeth was getting ready for the hockey game and then dinner with Sidney. She was kinda excited but still had a strange feeling about what in the world was she doing. Michael came into the bedroom as Elizabeth was getting her things ready.

"You got everything you need sweetheart?" asked Michael.
"Yeah I am ready to go" Elizabeth said and then went over to Michael and gave him a kiss. Michael pulled her closer to him and held her tight.
"I love you Lizzy and have lots of fun."
"I will and I wonder when this car that is supposed to pick me up is getting here?" Elizabeth pondered.
Then just as Elizabeth said that there was a knock at the door. Elizabeth and Michael went to the door and opened it.

"I am looking for Miss Matthews" said the gentleman at the door.
"I am her" Elizabeth said.
"I am your driver that Mr. Crosby hired to take you to Verizon Arena. Are you ready to go Miss Matthews?"
"Yes I am. Michael I love you and you and James be good" smiled Elizabeth as she leaned up for a kiss that Michael gladly accepted.
"Love you too Lizzy" said Michael.
Then Elizabeth and the driver left for the hockey game. During the ride to the Verizon Arena Elizabeth just relaxed and tried to think of how much fun it was going to be seeing a hockey game live and thanks to Sidney. They got to the arena and Elizabeth was taken into a VIP entrance and then was escorted to a waiting area. She was told by an usher that Sidney wanted to see her before the game. So she sat on a couch in the waiting area and looked at a magazine on the table near her.

"Hey Elizabeth how was your trip here?" Sidney said as he walked over to her and smiled.
"It was very nice and thanks for sending a car for me. That was really not necessary but very sweet of you."
"Hey I would do anything for you because you are a great friend. I really am glad that you came and can't wait to have dinner with you and talk more. I have to get ready but I just wanted to say hi before the game starts" Sid said as he gave Elizabeth a hug. She hugged him back and then Sid kiss her on the temple which surprised her more.
"OK Sid good luck with the game and I will see ya in a little while" Elizabeth said as she left for her seat which happen to be a suite just for her thanks again to Sidney. The game did not go well for Sidney and the Pittsburgh Penguins. Sidney even got into a fight and the Washington team won the game. Elizabeth wondered how Sidney would be after a bad loss and fight. She tried not to think about it and went back down to the waiting area that Sidney had told her to meet him at when the game was over. She waited for about half an hour and Sidney walked over to her and Elizabeth looked up at him and smiled.

"Hey it was a hard fought game Sidney" Elizabeth said as she stood up.
"Hmmmm so listen I am not really in the mood to go out to dinner would you mind if we just went to my hotel room and got room service?" asked Sidney.
Elizabeth was not too keen on that idea but she was hungry so she nodded her head and they headed off to find the driver. They got back to the hotel and Sidney and Elizabeth headed up to Sidney's room. When they got in Sidney went straight to find a menu and they looked it over and then called in their order. While they waited for the food Sidney and Elizabeth talked about this and that and then the topic of the kiss came up and Sidney pulled Elizabeth closer to him on the bed where they were sitting. Elizabeth tried to move away but Sidney would not let her go. She struggled and it just seemed to make Sidney more insistent on what he was doing. Sidney kissed her a little harder and he pulled her shirt over off and then he took of his shirt. Elizabeth was fighting Sidney and telling him to stop but he was not listening. Elizabeth was thinking in the back of her mind that I am not going to let him hurt me I will stop him.

"Let go of me Sidney. Stop do you hear me Stop" yelled Elizabeth as she tired to push Sidney off of her but he was too strong.
"Elizabeth you know this is something we both know should be happening between us. That kiss we shared back in Pittsburgh meant something to you and I know it."
"No Sidney that kiss was an accident and should not have happened. I was upset and was going through a tough time so don't you dare make it into something else. We are just friends and I love Michael and will be marrying him very soon" Elizabeth said and pushed Sidney off of her and she stood up and got her shirt and put it back on but then Sidney stood up and grabbed Elizabeth and pulled her back down onto the bed. Elizabeth struggled but Sidney got on top of her again he started kissing on Elizabeth and she continued to struggle against him. Then Elizabeth slapped Sidney and that ticked Sidney off even more and then he tried to force himself on her but Elizabeth used the last of her energy and kneed Sidney's family jewels. Sidney moved off of Elizabeth at that moment and then she got up and fixed her clothes and grabbed her bags and ran out of the room. Elizabeth headed to the elevator and then to the lobby and ask the doorman to get her a taxi which he did and she headed back to Michael.

When Elizabeth got home she ran up to the condo and opened the door quickly. When she rushed in Michael looked up surprised because she was crying.

"Lizzy what's the matter?" Michael asked worriedly.
"Sidney tried to...to.." Elizabeth just fell into Michael's arms and cried. Michael held her close and got seriously pissed off.
"Its ok baby its ok. Tell me what happened."
"Sidney tired to force himself on me and I fought him so he did not get anywhere but he tried" Elizabeth finally said after taking a breath.
"That bastard I am so sorry baby. I am here if you want to talk. I love you and you are safe with me you know right?"
"Yeah I know you will protect me and I love you too" Elizabeth said as she held onto Michael tightly.

The rest of the evening Michael and Elizabeth talked about what had happened. Elizabeth realized that she was extremely stronger than she ever thought she was and her life might be crazy but she had an amazing fiance in Michael and beautiful son and great parents. Elizabeth knew that anything else that came her way she could handle it with no problems. That night when she went to bed she snuggled close to Michael and slept peacefully.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Cute Sid Video

Secrets 22





Elizabeth and Ally got home from Pittsburgh on Monday and both were exhausted from a long yet very fun girl's weekend. Ally dropped Elizabeth off and then Ally headed home herself. When Elizabeth got into the condo she knew she had to talk to Michael about what she had done with Sidney while on her trip. Elizabeth knew that Michael would probably be seriously upset and she could not blame him one little bit. She found Michael in the office of their condo. He was playing poker online which was not a shock to Elizabeth at all.

"Hey I'm back" said Elizabeth.
Michael looked up at her for a sec and said, "Hi" and then went back to his poker game.
"All I get is a 'hi' from you" Elizabeth said looking at him with a shocked expression.
"Hold on a sec Lizzy" Michael said as he was concentrating hard on his game.
Elizabeth left the office and went into the bedroom to unpack and then check on James. She went into the nursery and saw James sleeping peacefully in his crib. She had seriously missed him and was not traveling again without her baby ever. Elizabeth touched his chubby cheeks and smiled at James. He was so adorable and perfect and god he was really starting to look extremely like Michael. Then all of a sudden Elizabeth felt an arms come around her waist and she looked up to see Michael standing next to her.

"OK now welcome home beautiful" Michael said as he kissed Elizabeth's cheek.
"Now that's better" laughed Elizabeth then she turned in Michael's arms so she could face him.
"How was your girl's weekend with Ally? How was the game and Sidney?" asked Michael.
"There is something I need to tell you. Let's go into the den" Elizabeth said as she took Michael's hand and they walked out of the nursery. Michael had a weird feeling and hoped that whatever Elizabeth was going to tell him was not going to be bad news. They sat down on the couch and Elizabeth looked at Michael and took a deep breath and then starting talking.

"Michael I kissed Sidney and then realized it was a mistake and that is when I called you and you know that you are the only one for me and I love you. I am so sorry. I need you to forgive me because I would do anything to make things right with us" pleaded Elizabeth looking at Michael with tears in her eyes.
"Wow but I can not be totally surprised that you kissed Sidney. I know you guys are friends and I did something stupid while you were gone too. I ran into of all people Amanda Beard. She was in town for some photo shoot thing and called me and we went out to dinner. I was still upset with you and so when I went back to her hotel with her. And we just kissed too but I think she was trying for more and then I realized that she is not what makes me happy. I need you and only you. So I can forgive you if you can forgive me Elizabeth. I love you too" Michael said.
"Michael I forgive you" Elizabeth said smiling at Michael.
"I forgive you too Lizzy. You mean the world to me and I am not losing you ever" Michael said leaning towards Elizabeth for a kiss that she happily accepted.
"Hey I think you and I need to start planning a wedding. What do you think dude?" asked Elizabeth with a huge smile on her face.
"I think that you are right and I can't wait for you to be my wife, Lizzy" Michael said smiling back at Elizabeth as he layed her down on the couch and kissed her again. Elizabeth pushed at his chest and looked at Michael and just laughed and said, "Dude what do you think you are doing here?"
"Oh I don't know just trying to see if I can have some fun with my beautiful fiance" laughed Michael.
"Not now dude. I am tired and James will be getting up from his nap soon and then he needs to be fed but I promise tonight I am all yours hot stuff" Elizabeth said seductively. Michael grinned big and said, "I am keeping you to that promise."

Sure enough James started crying and so Elizabeth got up and went and took care of James as Michael went into the kitchen to get some food ready for James. Elizabeth brought James into the kitchen and Michael fed James as Elizabeth watched. The three of them spent some quality time hanging out the rest of the afternoon and early evening as a family. Finally it was time to get James ready for bed and then Michael made sure Elizabeth did not forget her promise. Michael and Elizabeth spent the evening making love and then Elizabeth fell asleep in Michael's arms. Michael watched her sleep for a little while and then he dozed off too.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Secrets 21





A few days later Elizabeth was talking with Ally on the phone. Ally had decided that Elizabeth needed to do something to help her forget the loss of her baby. They were planning a trip to Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania to see Sidney play. Sidney had told Elizabeth anytime she wanted to come up and see him play he would make sure she could have access to his suite at Mellon Arena.

"I think this is the best medicine you need now Elizabeth. It will be fun to see Sidney in action. Plus he is such a hottie and you are so lucky to be his friend" joked Ally.
"Yeah it will be fun to see Sidney play" said Elizabeth smiling.
"How's Michael dealing with you losing the baby?" asked Ally.
"He is dealing with it pretty well and he is swimming tons too. We kinda talked a little bit about it and its just hard knowing that I was pregnant again so soon after having James. I really wanted that baby, Ally" Elizabeth said as tears started welling up in her eyes and she sniffled.
"Oh sweetie I know this is hard for you. But you and Michael can have a million more babies later on. It just was not that baby's time to be here with you."
"Sorry Ally and I know that you are right. Michael and I can have another baby when its the right time for us. Let me call Sid and let him know that we are coming to the game tomorrow. Talk to you later Ally" said Elizabeth.
"Laters Liz and everything will be ok. We are going on a girl's weekend to see your hottie friend Sidney" said an excited Ally.

After Elizabeth got off the phone with Ally she called up Sidney.

"Hey Elizabeth how are you?" asked Sid.
"Hey Sidney I not doing great right now" said Elizabeth.
"What's going on Elizabeth?"
"I had a miscarriage a short time ago but I am going to be ok from what my doctor said."
"Well I am sorry about your miscarriage Elizabeth but I am glad that the doctor said that you will be ok."
"Yeah I actually am calling to ask if my best friend and I could come and see you play tomorrow? Is that offer about us having your suite at the arena still good?"
"Yeah that offer is good. And I would love to see you Elizabeth."
"Oh awesome, I am excited to see you play."
"Hey Elizabeth do you and your friend have some place to stay because I have plenty of room at my place. If that's ok with you?"
"That sounds good to me Sidney and thank you. I think my friend, Ally, will be thrilled to know that we are staying at your place while we are up there" laughed Elizabeth.
"Oh is Michael coming with you guys?"
"No he is going to stay here to watch James and he has practice that he really can't miss at the moment."
"Oh ok that's cool. I was just curious" said Sidney.
"OK well you will see me and Ally tomorrow and thanks again for everything Sidney" said Elizabeth.
"OK till tomorrow Elizabeth."
"Laters Sid."

As Elizabeth was getting off the phone with Sidney she went into the bedroom to start packing for her girls weekend with Ally. She called Ally back and then Ally said that she would take care of the plane tickets and everything.

A little while later on Michael arrived back at the condo.

"Elizabeth where are you sweetheart? I am home." called out Michael.
"I am in the bedroom, Michael" said Elizabeth.
Michael walked into the bedroom to see Elizabeth packing a suitcase. He looked at her with a worried expression.
"What's going on here? Where are you going?" asked Michael.
"Ally and I are having a girls weekend up in Pittsburgh to see Sidney play" said Elizabeth.
"Oh ok" said a surprised Michael.
"Ally feels that I need to get away because of the miscarriage and I think she is right. I really hope you don't mind and obviously you are going to have to take care of James while I am gone."
"Yeah no I don't mind taking care of our son. It might be fun to have a boy's weekend anyway."
"Thanks Michael. I really appreciate you being understanding about all of this."
"When are you two leaving?"
"Tomorrow morning and we will be back on Monday afternoon" said Elizabeth.
"OK well I hope that you have fun Lizzy" Michael said as he leaned in for a kiss but Elizabeth moved away.
"Lizzy why are you not letting me kiss you? What's the deal?" asked a very confused Michael.
"I don't know. Sorry" Elizabeth said as she turned to go and get something out of the closet.
"Whatever Lizzy. I think I will sleep in the spare room tonight since you are seriously confusing the crap out of me. I know we lost a baby but I thought things were....I don't know anymore. I give up" said a very mad and ticked off Michael.

That night Michael and Elizabeth ignore each other and went to bed separately. The next day Ally picked up Elizabeth and they were off to see Sidney while Michael took care of James. Elizabeth did give James a kiss on his chubby cheeks an told him she would miss him and loved him. Then she looked at Michael and kissed him quickly on the lips and said that she would call him when they were in Pittsburgh.

Ally and Elizabeth got through the airport and then finally were headed to Pennsylvania. The flight was actually boring which was good and they finally got to Pittsburgh. Then the girls maneuvered through Pittsburgh International Airport to surprising see Sidney waiting for them at the baggage claim.

"Sidney oh my god you came to pick us up. How sweet of you do this for us" Elizabeth said as she gave Sidney a hug.
"Anything for my number one fan" smiled Sidney as he hugged Elizabeth back tightly.
Elizabeth pulled back so that she could introduce Ally to Sidney.
"Sidney this is my best friend Ally. Ally this is Sidney Crosby" smiled Elizabeth.
"Oh my god I am so excited to meet you and I am fan too" Ally said enthusiastically.
"Its nice to meet you Ally. You guys ready to go and get settled before the game?" asked Sidney as he looked at Elizabeth.
"Yeah we are ready. Let's go" said Elizabeth.

They headed to Sidney's Range Rover and headed to Sidney's house. It was a nice place. Sidney gave the girls a tour and showed them where they would stay while they were visiting. He let them get settled into their rooms. Sid had given a Elizabeth a room near his bedroom and Ally was on the other side down the hallway.

A few hours later Elizabeth and Ally were hanging out in Sidney's suite at Mellon Arena while Sidney was getting ready for the game. The girls had a great time watching the game and cheering on the Penguins. They were playing the Carolina Hurricanes. Sidney was playing really well and Elizabeth was totally impressed and having a great time. The Penguins won the game with a score of 4 to 2. Sidney actually got a hat trick. Elizabeth was happy for Sidney and his hat trick of 3 goals. She knew he would be in a great mood afterwords and it made her happy too. Ally was right this was so something that Elizabeth needed now.

When the game was over the girls met Sidney and they headed back to his house. They got home and Ally said that she was exhausted and was going to go to bed. Sidney and Elizabeth told her good night and they would see her in the morning. Meanwhile Sidney suggested that he and Elizabeth hang out in his room and just talk. So that's what they did. They were sitting on Sid's bed talking about this and that when out of no where Sid leaned over and kissed Elizabeth. She accepted the kiss because Sidney was being so sweet to her and seemed really concerned about how she was doing unlike Michael. Sidney gently lowered Elizabeth so that they were more comfortable and they continued to kiss. Sidney's hands were moving along Elizabeth's sides and when his hand started under her shirt she stopped him.

"Sidney please stop. We should not being doing this. I am sorry because I let you kiss me and I kissed you back, sorry" said a totally confused Elizabeth.
"Hey its ok Elizabeth. I should not have kissed you but you looked so sad and I just wanted to make you feel better. I know that you are engaged and I hope that things will not be weird around us. I am so sorry too. You are a great woman and Michael is a lucky lucky guy" Sidney said as he smiled at Elizabeth.
"Thanks Sidney and yeah I still want to be your friend. You are an awesome guy and if I was not with Michael I so would want to be with you" Elizabeth said as she kissed Sidney's cheek.
"Good night Sidney."
"Good night Elizabeth."

Elizabeth headed to her room and got ready for bed. Elizabeth pulled out her cell phone and called Michael.

"Hello Elizabeth. How's your trip going?" asked Michael.
"Michael I love you more than anything else in the world. I want to be with you and no one else. After this trip I want to be with you and do everything with you. I love you. I am so sorry I have been crazy lately. Do you forgive me and do you love me?"
"Elizabeth I love you more than anything else in this world and I forgive you as long as you forgive me too."
"I forgive you and love you so much. I want to be married to you and want us to be the best parents to James and be a family!"
"I want all of that too Elizabeth."
"Good I feel like everything now makes sense. God I don't want to lose you Michael ever! I know I keep saying this but I love you always and forever!"
"I will say it again too Elizabeth, I love you too always and forever!"
"Awesome ok well I am tired and I need sleep. Give James a kiss from me ok. And I will see you soon" said a tired Elizabeth.
"I will Lizzy. Sleep tight sweetheart."
"Good night Michael. Love you."
"Good night Lizzy. Love you too."

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Monday, April 13, 2009

Secrets 20






Saturday finally came and Michael was busy cleaning the condo for the return of Elizabeth and baby James. He could not wait to have them home for good. He knew that Elizabeth wanted things to go slower with them so he was cool with that. Michael was not completely sure when they would be her so when he finished cleaning he sat down in front of the tv and chilled out. About an hour later Michael heard the door open and he pop up from the couch to see Elizabeth struggling with James and her bags. He ran straight over and helped her by taking James out of her arms.

"Thanks Michael."
"No problem Lizzy. God I am so happy to see you" Michael said leaning down to give Elizabeth a kiss that she returned completely. Then James started to babble and they both smiled at him and kissed him on his chubby cheeks. Michael walked over and put James down in his playpen and then pulled Elizabeth next to him and hugged her tightly.
"God do you know how happy I am right now Lizzy. More than you will ever know. I love you so much and promise to do whatever you want with us" Michael then kissed her on the top of her head.
"Yeah I am happy to be back home. I miss you too but I really needed time to think about life and us."
"I know that I rushed a lot of things with the engagement and everything but we will take our time this go around."
"Agreed totally Michael. Wow you cleaned the condo. I will have to remember that you can clean once in a while and are good at it" laughed Elizabeth snuggling closer to Michael as he held her.
"Hey I have lots of hidden talents in all sorts of areas" Michael said as he waggled his eyebrows.
"Good grief Michael and you can forget thinking what you are thinking because you promised to go slow."
"Yeah I know slow. But maybe once in a while I might get lucky" joked Michael.
"Yeah once in while dude" chuckled Elizabeth.

Things were calm and slow for the next few weeks which was what Elizabeth wanted. Michael was at practice a lot and she was back to working on her job as Michael assistant. They hung out and did the family thing and spent time with her parents and his mom and sisters. James was getting bigger and it was amazing to Elizabeth and Michael at all the changes a baby makes during his first year of life. Michael had been thinking about how Elizabeth had been saying all along that she wanted to take things slow and was wondering if there was something more going on than she was admitting so he decided to talk to her.

"Lizzy can you come here please" called Michael from the bedroom.
"Yeah hold on a sec let me finish changing James and get him ready for his nap."
Elizabeth finished with James and put him down for his nap. She grabbed the baby monitor and headed into the bedroom where Michael was chilling on the bed. He patted the bed beside him and Elizabeth climbed onto the bed and sat next to Michael.
"What's up hot stuff?" asked Elizabeth.
"I was wondering about what you have been saying about us taking things slow. Which we are so why are you so adamant about it?" asked Michael.
"I...uh...well..." Elizabeth was not quite sure how to tell Michael without him getting shocked. She pulled her knees to her chest and rested her arms on her knees and put her chin on her arms and the exhaled the breath she was holding in.
"Elizabeth come on what's going on. We tell each other everything so just spill it now" Michael said looking very concerned at Elizabeth. He pulled her towards him and she let him.
"I was pregnant but I lost it because it was too soon. That is why I want to go slow and take our time with extra curricular bedroom activities."
"Oh Elizabeth I am so sorry" Michael pulled her close and held her tightly. "I love you even more sweetheart" as tears filled his eyes. That made Elizabeth cry too and they just held each other and cried together.
"Lizzy when the time is right we will try again because I would love for us to have another baby."
"I know Michael. I know. I love you and we will get through this even stronger than we are now."
"Absolutely we will. I love you so much Elizabeth after all the insanity I have put you through. You are such an amazing woman and so strong. Don't forget how much you mean to me. You stole my heart the first time I met you and its your forever and always" Michael leaned over and kissed Elizabeth deeply and they snuggled together.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Secrets 19





Later on that afternoon Michael dropped off Elizabeth and James at her parents house and then headed to the pool for practice. Elizabeth decided to do some laundry and chill out for the afternoon.

When Michael got to the pool he headed in and changed. Then he headed into the pool area where he saw Bob, Katie and his other teammates. They were all getting ready for this afternoons practice. Michael walked over to Bob to see what sort of plan they were working on today.

"Oh good there you are Michael" said Bob looking at Michael and then down at his clipboard.
"Yeah I am here. What's the plan for today's grueling practice?" joked Michael.
"Keep on joking there Michael and it will not be fun for you today" exclaimed Bob.
"Sorry Bob."
"Just get in there and start warming up because I am not going to be easy on you guys because I was nice and gave you the morning off" declared Bob.
Michael dove in and started his laps because he did not want to tick Bob off anymore. They had a pretty serious practice and Bob really was not easy on them but that was good because they needed it.

Finally after practice was over everyone was heading home. They all were exhausted but it had been a great practice. Michael was contemplating going back and hang out with Elizabeth but then he decided against it and went home. He decided to call her and see what she and James were up to. Elizabeth's cell phone rang and she looked at it and saw Michael's name pop up so she answered her phone.

"Hey Michael what's up?"
"Hey beautiful. Not much. Just sitting here in front of the tv watching Sports Center and wishing that my gorgeous fiance was sitting next to me so I can hold her and maybe even make out with her too."
"Poor Michael that sucks that she is not there next to you so that you can make out with her" laughed Elizabeth.
"So....when will you come home? I really miss you and want you and James here with me."
"Actually I was thinking that maybe we might be coming home this weekend. But I still want us to go slow with everything. Is that cool with you, Michael?"
"Yeah Lizzy I am cool with that because I love you and want everything to work out with us."
"Ok then you will see me and James on Saturday. I love you too Michael."
"Oh god I can't wait to have you home. Love ya Lizzy. Good Night"
"Good Night Michael" Elizabeth said as she hung up her phone.

That evening both Michael and Elizabeth both slept really well knowing that they would be together and start over with clean slate because they loved each other always and forever.